I have been writing since I was 14. Much like music, writing has always been a much-needed form of expression for me growing up, as well as a way to make sense of the world around me. These moments in time that I have recorded on paper all hold a special meaning - here go a few I have decided to share with you. Hope they make you feel something :)
Love, Anna
"In the end I know my intuition will pave the way
And the universe will align and have a say
But until then
I just need to breathe a little through these letters
And admit that I'm lost
And scared.
Like a child
Who doesn't know
That the world is theirs."
- excerpt from my poem "tough spot"
Try Again
She wakes and feels the warm and glowing sun
Its rays of gold caressing kind her hair
They whisper gently pastel words of care
And say “my love, you should be having fun
Instead of always being on the run,
You know this baggage is not yours to bear,
Do not let it your peace and spirit tear,
Do not let it your love for life outrun.”
She rubs her sleepy eyes and looks outside
Observing the breeze dancing in the trees
And through the opened window come inside.
“Don’t fear, my love, the growth of newer leaves
And letting go of those you grew back then
You, like the trees, deserve to try again.”
Long and Rocky Sail
I walk towards the lonely window sill
The long and knowing night as still as sleep
The stars they float above me kind and still
And sweetly listen to me think and weep.
I picture life the way I wish it was
With warming hugs and healthy ways of life
I dream and lose myself inside its buzz
A dreamer's hope, is a double-edged knife.
I whisper words of comfort to my tears
And lovingly I take a big inhale
I know this could prolong a couple years,
But my healing is worth this long and rocky sail.
I fall asleep as dawn begins to break
And wisdom whispers, "you won't forever ache."
In My Mind
And suddenly
One day I walked outside
And realised
It had all been in my mind
That power
Which I had never felt
Emerged
And made all icy fears melt.
It took me by the hand
And whispered in my ear
"This who you are,
This is what you have,
This is what you’ve always had,
My dear."
Your Glow
So that time has come
Where it’s time to let go
And it pains me to think
That we were at the brink
Of something greater
That was meant to shrink
But I won’t go back to try and convince
You or the atmosphere that I want more than this
For it would be unfair to anyone to plead
For something on which I myself can’t agree
But know that I love your hair and your quirky jokes
Your eyelashes and the way you look
The tone of your voice and how easy you move
Through life like there’s nothing to prove
And although I flinched at the shadow of your intentions
I cherish the warmth I found in your presence
Know that some of it stayed with me
As a glowing memory I will carry with me.
Tinctured by you
Oh you always
Flower in the corner of my mind
When I least expect you to.
Is there essence of you
Everywhere I go?
Is that why I sense hints of you
In every new breeze I get to know?
Like a painter who couldn’t help
But to paint the whole canvas blue
Oh love
My whole world is tinctured
by you.
Time
I always wanna hang on to it but it fleets from one moment to the next
And no matter how still I hold my breath
To feel it for a little bit longer
The moment I blink it’s already the next
And with that a new fleeting instant
That wishes to be felt.
World in a Bottle
I wanna smell the roses in Portugal
And watch buildings scrape the sky in New York
I wanna bathe in the seas of Spain
And spend afternoons at a German park
I wanna talk to the next door neighbour
And meet that star that lives overseas
I wanna hold the world in a bottle
I wish it could hold infinity.
What do you think? Has anything resonated? Thank you xx